the sweetest goodbye, 9:16 PM
Life is really unfair. I don understand why other ppl who are studying and not working can have it but not me? I'm also studying and not working, they can but I can't. Does it mean that I can have it if I'm working instead of studying now? Hais. ))): I just feel so so sorry for it, that I didn't say out what I want in the first place. But even though I say it out, I also can't keep it.
I just feel that something is not right, I don't know why. It's just the way I feel. The sense of insecure is back.
I just feel lost, useless and stupid.
1 month and 8 more days to go~


